32 days of blogging complete!!! day 11 of the daniel fast....hard

That about sums it up......I have so much to say and then nothing.  Writing is something I love.  I am trying to get the muscle to complete one of my ideas for a book or one or more of my movie projects.  blogging is helping me to discover my point of view.

The Daniel fast was harddddddddD today.  I had two delicious shakes which felt like I was eating cheesecake.  Almond milk frozen banana and strawberry in a food processor not a blender comes out like ice cream.  Add a bit of agave nectar and honey and a teaspoon of vanilla and as my mom put it, "this is better than ice cream!"  Not sure why they add so much to foods, when it tastes just as good or better without all that crap.  And I topped of the day with frozen bananna, some pineapple and coconut with just agave and vanilla.  Tasted "better" than a pina colada!  yum!

The other day I had a mojito.  Made from fresh lime juice, 1 lemon juiced then I took fresh mint and ice and blended it all together added some water and honey and juiced a small piece of ginger!!!  Soooo refreshing!  delicious.   Amazing!  And no additives!

26and5

starting to forget.  I am so sleepy i can hardly keep my eyes open.  Gossip drains life force energy from me.  even when I am not doing it listening to it is not the business.  I am starting not to like it.  I am changing.  And it is making me sleepy.  

nite

15of32

This is the second time in a month that Spirit has communicated with me through a pastor who knew my dad.  I mean I am starting to believe.  I mean I guess I always believed but when you get like serious proof that only you, yourself and God knew and then a man of the cloth repeats out loud some shit you said to God by yo self.......HONEY......it becomes realer than REAL.  God is REAL!

9of32 What is love?

Okay.......not for the gossipy or judgmental....for the soul searchers, soul finders and strong of heart; the pure of heart.

My Truth

http://itsmytruthruth.blogspot.com/

the blog is there....if u dare!

8of32

Okay so I ummmmmmmm feel like a story an ex friend told me of her childhood.  She said that her grandma allowed she and her brother to go on the porch and curse for like a minute and they just said every curse word that came to mind.....I feel like cursing and that leads me to the realization that cursing to me = freedom in some way.  Hmmmmm I think I am on to something.  Why do people rebel?  Because they feel tied down.  There is actually a positive intention behind some negative behaviors.  I will not curse...okay I will.........shit!  LOL!

OKAY now that I have rebelled the positive intention behind it is that I am free.  I just changed blogs...I will still blog on both and see how it goes.  I will just see.........but ...we shall just see.  I really don't wanna hurt anyone.  I just need to write.  I don't know why I don't just write in a journal or something but this venue seems to work for me and I have no idea why or how but it just does.  So I will writ on.  Okay so the name of this blog is MYTRUTH  and the address is ITSMYTRUTHRUTH@BLOGSPOT.COM

I THINK.....I'll double check.

The transition has begun.

7of32

wow a week already.  Its true I don't have much to say everyday or maybe I am waiting to late in the day to say anything.  Okay a total untruth so the question is do I delete that and start over with what I really have to say or just continue on.  I'll continue on.

Some people just don't get it.  And if you love them and want to be in relationship with them you have a choice....talk till you are blue in the face and try to get them to change or accept that they are who they are. Someone once said that when you attempt to change people you really don't like them the way they are.  You are saying in a way that the way they are is not good enough and that in order to receive something from you they must change.  I have decided that some things don't need to be said or discussed, especially if they have been said or discussed before.  Actions and boundaries seem to be in order.  I think that will be the course of action I will attempt given recent events.

By the way I am changing this blog address soon.  It will no longer post to facebook and will be a free standing blog.  I'd love it if you switch over with me.  I am needing to say and express some things that I don't feel comfy doing.  It will be a blog without a face only you guys will kinda know it because I am telling you.  But it will be a more, no holds bar, R rated in nature.  Not crazy mind you, but more me un....un something.

 oops did i just curse?

cuz I got shit to say.....

joy6 of 32

I don't feel very joyful now because my left arm is in soooooo much pain.  I looked in my Louise Hay book about the mental causes for physical illness and the metaphysical way to overcome them.  I looked up pain and it said that pain was about guilt and that guilt always seeks punishment.  I found this interesting based on my day.  The prayer or new thought pattern for this is I lovingly release the past.  They are free and I am free.  All is well in my heart now.  


That is my prayer and my intention for this weekend.  That and I'll try not to sleep on my arms tonight.