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So I learned that I have the power of manifestation.  I can say I want something and usually within a couple of hours it happens.  This has happened when thinking of someone or a parking space and even with projects or things I want to accomplish.  I am starting to think it can happen for larger things.  For the highest good of all concerned.  

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So today was a big day in a very small day in my life.  Somehow in the small things I did today I felt a shift, a powerful shift.  We shall see.  

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I have taken a short break because I was feeling uninspired and uninspiring.  I know that I am a hundred and something days shy of my 365 day commitment so I am back.


There are many things that have inspired me over the past few weeks though.  One was a person.  Margaret Motheral.  She is da bomb diggity!  Those who are brave and inclined for a dose of spiritual counseling check her out her website.  I love it when people are so connected to spirit that the same God that speaks to you speaks to them.  Like I've have several friends that are ministers and they have been told by women, "God told me that you were my beloved"  they are like, "wow God didn't tell me that, musta missed that memo"  The 'God' Maggie speaks to and the one I speak to must have really good secretaries because her insights are so profoundly spot on that I feel she is really tapping in and assisting me in releasing the needless bull crap that is some story I have attached to.  The story serves me in no way, other than something that happened to me in the past, something I experienced.  But really how attached am I to my story.  Especially if it doesn't serve me in any way.  Why do we make "things" mean something???????

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You will find yourself refreshed by the presence of cheerful people. Why not make earnest effort to confer that pleasure on others? Half the battle is gained if you never allow yourself to say anything gloomy.

~Lydia M. Child


I love being around joyful people.  My spirit expands and I am filled with joy.  When I am around a dreary person I want to make it better or I wanna get away from them as fast as I can.  

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ugh

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Time to book a job.  

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I cant find my toothbrush and I have eaten over 53 points today.  You receive 29 and I ate 53, well I guess the good thing is that I at least wrote it all down ....okay 65 I think this has been a challenge.  Whenever hunger is not the problem I am aware that food is not the issue.  So what is????  I must push forward.  AND stop eating so much!

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Okay so I am diligently on this quest to live in my light/zone of genius more and more each day.  This should be interesting. 

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So I am thinking about the me I wanna be, she is the me deep in me that I monitor and hold back.  Reading THE BIG LEAP by Gay Hendricks is helping me see that I am working in the zone of comfort and not my zone of genius when being small for any reason.  I am going to have to be a more loving but not as nice version of myself.